second cup

not as good
well i need to get some creamer at the grocery store
first i need to take a shower.. do my nails study my materials a little bit then off to work
i wanted to tell my mom something but i can't remember what it is
oh well im sure i will if its important.. ya right lol
ugh i look awful i know thats terrible to say but i just do
harsh reality

ive had so many points today already.. however i am going to make a papaya strawberry vanilla smoothie with wheat grass juice
i feel so cool.. with the wheat grass mm
barry loves it
note to self
do not buy foods that are unhealthy and bleh.. aka oreos.

how exciting
i need to eat slow food
well really just the opposite of fast food
hmm.. really lol

well forget that smoothie idea.. i guess i should just try it by itself and not put in on my face.. in case of it turning green

barry's ready for bed :) he is so cute
my goodness
ill have to send the new picture i took of him vi tele
so my grandpa is so funny omgoodnesss
ive been playing guitar like crazy! im so happy about it
fun timess bebe
i wanna play some more however my hands hurt.. boo

april tenth. ill remember you well. what epic disaster
april ninth however was nice.. what happened..
time to really reflect and pray
and know what is really really important and real.
i love my Grandpaaa <3

sooo i love schmokin and writing in this blog
i love the new hand soap i got
i need to floss my teeths daily
my hairs getting longer againnn i love that too
i wonder how long itll be after summer.. and what itll look like..
i wanna do waves like... lemme see

perfect. thats exactly what i want my locks to be
omg.. she is so prettay i love her <3

barry just dropped his towye on my lap lol
to reup or not.. that is the question.
you'de think i could wait its just..idk its what keeps me sane.. sortof at least what i can claim to be sanity
lol we will see where the wind takes me!
by the way my class is tomarrow so ill go to work after and figure out my schedule..well hopefully or thursday im not sure
the class will probly take me one second
last time maybe 10 minutes.. just went over the book and took a short multiple choice quiz
thats nice of my boy today.. im glad it worked out
omgggg crazyyynesss
oh mannn v for vendetta came out in 05.. meening fiiiiive years later it took for her locks to grow out.. well i guess 4 and that was from totally bald.. so ide say itll take me.. 3
sigh....

yea we all shine on
the moon the stars and the sun
we all shine on
mhmm

ive sang that so many times and played it.. every time it brings an intense spirit in meh,. idk why but i like it LOV it
well honestly goodnit im ssoooooo tired i havn't slept a wink
the obsession well lets not say that
inspiration continues..
<3

omg im fuckin fat
i look like total shit
complexion is shit
hair is shit
body is shit
omg
waht terrible things to say! i wish they wern't true
god i look like a fukin sciorpion woman
total goon

and its cooooold outside
babee its cooooooooooold outside
i wish i had someone to snug with me please my fat legs will keep you warm <3
hahaha how appealing right boyz?
freggin sik.. this is dam pathetic

okay
AFTER SUMMER which is like 4 months

i expect myself to be in
amazing shape 125 lbs excercize and stretch be total health nut
soft healthy complexion cause of healthy foods
long hair thats soft and natural HAIR PEACE an take care of it
pretty nails and clothes and stuff shoes an the like cosmeticsss
really white teeths
amazing guitar player :) heh
alright nah how perfect ya know
why the fuk can't i step up my lazy ass game and do this sheit!?
lets do it ohhh yea

okay so my wrist hurts ive been playing guitar so much since grandpa adjusted the neck so it no longer make a buzzing noise! hurray! absolutly fabulous
he mentioned a trade in on a gibson.. omg.
what do i do?

play some morrrre eat some food?

..sigh

I was never going to fall
But the smile, the face has sealed my fate
She's weird, an addict of it all
Lets wait for another taste
I have nothing left to give

The world, has turned, black and cold
And I, can't catch my breathe
You rehearsed your lines
With rhythmic details
They match, the pounding in my chest

The summer came and you left me with your words
The clever sounds from your mouth
They can make me feel so worthless
And you say, that I am not enough
And through my heart is breaking open
Know that I will not be broken
BY you

The person you claimed to be, is not who haunts me now
The cherished lines behind those brown eyes
That you swore were true more times than I can count

The summer came and you left me with your words
The clever sounds from your mouth
They can make me feel so worthless
And you say, that I am not enough
And through my heart is breaking open
Know that I will not be broken

I know these words are weak and young
But broken as I come undone
And while I drown in these mistakes
You ego swells but I can tell
You know that you're a fake.

You cried and cried I'm your friend
Just to save some face
You didn't want it to end
In just a week I'm replaced
You wanted me so listen to me
But can you hear me now
Your just a sickness and a cancer
The cancer's your filthy mouth.

YouTube - Neutral Milk Hotel-Two headed boy

YouTube - Neutral Milk Hotel-Two headed boy
so ive been practicing this song..
remember b is open 244 open..
:)

Fun times new people cold hands! Hah
Well all of these idk
Im happy i hav a job.. Yay :)
Meeting next wednesdayy for my f h cardd
Ill remeber
I need to take cre of my complexion! Egh whats the deaaalll
Love this crew