craazy i didn't make a post 50 times yesterday.. not even one hah
i just did mah nailss a little anyways nothing fancyy
potato pepe is perfect i like it
listening to wilco sky bleu sky which is very pleasing to my earsies
i totally overdid it on the easter candies.. and soda..
i was close to having the perfect diet today
oh well..
"im gonna need you to be patient with me"
my nails look pretty dang gooood
my legs are shavedd
showered with makeup wow what a productive day!
i even did some yogaa just a little
i need to really get on the excercize thing... i think i will because summer will come up and ill want to be outside all the time. i want to take barry to the river; as much as possible allll summer he would absolutly love it and so would i he is so much fun to take swimming :)
i want to start swimming and running and doing cardio classes and whatnot that would be superrr fun
man i took advantage of a lot at my last apartment.. i wish i was still there.. going to la fitness and yoga classes having my own place.. couldve gotten a tv with my tax return.. oh well what am i gonna do now.
thats what happens when shit comes crashing down i guess.. change
not a bad thing
what am i gonna do?
im breathing.. i guess thats a succesful day
i have to go pee againnn
then what?
idkk
Wednesday, March 31, 2010
Monday, March 29, 2010
oj (not simpson) smoothie
oh cramps leave me aloneee pweaaase pwase.
today i went to the grocer and purchased some fruits and veggies..
im a few cups short on those daily values in lifea
im going to idk.. im not really that hungry.. i might have a muffin.. tehe
orrr some blackberries sound really good
maybe some olives
idk
my stomach is actinggg up
maybe ill watcha movie with grandpa
i just smokedd and played guitar oh how amazing that is
loveee it so much and totally appreciate that little joy in life
ill feel better soon i hooope
bleh glad i saved that lil bit :)
breakfast smooooothie! yum thats totally what i want right now!
yumz yumz
i think ill use orange juice raspberries and OMG i didn't know rasberrys was spelled with a P IN THE MIDDLE im freggin amazed
and anywhays rasPberries and vanilla yogert..
i guess thats all idk? a lil lemon squeezee and ice of course-- we'll seee
today i went to the grocer and purchased some fruits and veggies..
im a few cups short on those daily values in lifea
im going to idk.. im not really that hungry.. i might have a muffin.. tehe
orrr some blackberries sound really good
maybe some olives
idk
my stomach is actinggg up
maybe ill watcha movie with grandpa
i just smokedd and played guitar oh how amazing that is
loveee it so much and totally appreciate that little joy in life
ill feel better soon i hooope
bleh glad i saved that lil bit :)
breakfast smooooothie! yum thats totally what i want right now!
yumz yumz
i think ill use orange juice raspberries and OMG i didn't know rasberrys was spelled with a P IN THE MIDDLE im freggin amazed
and anywhays rasPberries and vanilla yogert..
i guess thats all idk? a lil lemon squeezee and ice of course-- we'll seee
Sunday, March 28, 2010
note to self--
move the mirror back where it was
hang up lisas cacti
dust and vacuumm
get the other guitar stand for electricc
freaggin laundry please you goon
hang up other pictures maybee?
remove box please
pweas
hang up lisas cacti
dust and vacuumm
get the other guitar stand for electricc
freaggin laundry please you goon
hang up other pictures maybee?
remove box please
pweas
Friday, March 26, 2010
and the stars are gone
barnback yeard shenanigans
i can’t belive they have that word in the dictionary! im impressed~
my boooks
i've lost so many books that im totally sad about!
1st my marijuana cookbook... :( i gave my massage and cocktail books to shelbay which is okay but still kindaaa wish i had them
and my feng sui book...
pooperlies
smoothie book
eghhhh and all my cat who booksss why did i do thisss whyyyy :(
i need to find a used bookstore asap!
ps i wanna join NORML and get a pack-pack tehe
anyone wanna donate a hundred bucks to meh? for the cause of legalizeee it babee
i've lost so many books that im totally sad about!
1st my marijuana cookbook... :( i gave my massage and cocktail books to shelbay which is okay but still kindaaa wish i had them
and my feng sui book...
pooperlies
smoothie book
eghhhh and all my cat who booksss why did i do thisss whyyyy :(
i need to find a used bookstore asap!
ps i wanna join NORML and get a pack-pack tehe
anyone wanna donate a hundred bucks to meh? for the cause of legalizeee it babee
Thursday, March 25, 2010
How To Improve Your Brick Weed
In the great world of ganja, there is one breed of bud which every marijuana connoisseur will come across at one point or another in life: Brick weed. It’s flat as fuck, often times exhibits multiple shades of brown, and generally comes stuffed full of seeds and unsightly stems. This is weed that should really only be used in blunts or bongs, but sometimes you just can’t find or afford nice buds.
With just a little bit of effort and maybe a dollar in supplies, you can make your brick weed bearable. This trick makes it smell better, smoke better, and look better within a few hours. All you need is an orange peel and a ziploc bag.
Take your orange peel, and rip it into a few decent sized pieces. If you are doing this for 1/2 O or less, use less than half of the peel. For anything over a 1/2 O, use your own discretion- a full peel is good for up to 2
or 3 os. You do not want to add too much moisture as it will cause mold to flourish.
Line the bottom of the ziploc bag with a few pieces of peel, and put your weed on top of them. Put another piece or two of the peel over the weed, and seal the bag shut. Roll it the bag up as you would any other weed bag, and store it where you feel like storing it. After 1 1/2 or 2 hours, open it up. Take everything out of the bag and leave the weed out on a tray or plate to dry it out. Once it has dried out, put it back in the bag with the peels as you had before. Allow the same amount of time to go by, and repeat the drying process.
You can repeat this moistening/ drying process as many times as you’d like- the more you do it, the fluffier and greener the weed gets, and the more it will loosen up- the seeds will fall right out of the buds and you will be able to pick out most stems with ease.
Some people will argue that this process adds weight to bud, and may be considered a “shady dealer” process. However this added weight is only from adding the moisture, and drying it out properly will eliminate that element. Be aware of mold, and do not forget about your bags for too long in order to avoid that issue.
With just a little bit of effort and maybe a dollar in supplies, you can make your brick weed bearable. This trick makes it smell better, smoke better, and look better within a few hours. All you need is an orange peel and a ziploc bag.
Take your orange peel, and rip it into a few decent sized pieces. If you are doing this for 1/2 O or less, use less than half of the peel. For anything over a 1/2 O, use your own discretion- a full peel is good for up to 2
or 3 os. You do not want to add too much moisture as it will cause mold to flourish.
Line the bottom of the ziploc bag with a few pieces of peel, and put your weed on top of them. Put another piece or two of the peel over the weed, and seal the bag shut. Roll it the bag up as you would any other weed bag, and store it where you feel like storing it. After 1 1/2 or 2 hours, open it up. Take everything out of the bag and leave the weed out on a tray or plate to dry it out. Once it has dried out, put it back in the bag with the peels as you had before. Allow the same amount of time to go by, and repeat the drying process.
You can repeat this moistening/ drying process as many times as you’d like- the more you do it, the fluffier and greener the weed gets, and the more it will loosen up- the seeds will fall right out of the buds and you will be able to pick out most stems with ease.
Some people will argue that this process adds weight to bud, and may be considered a “shady dealer” process. However this added weight is only from adding the moisture, and drying it out properly will eliminate that element. Be aware of mold, and do not forget about your bags for too long in order to avoid that issue.
whats up with this new health care bill?? omgsh... i dont want to spend 1000 dollars a month and be FORCED to have health care or your penalized.. what the fuck mann.. not FAIR
health care should be paid for 100% as should ALL school including colledge
its only so fucking obvious that health care and student loans are a big money grubbing conspirisy.. they should obviously be free.. duh
and we should idk support made in the usaa companies only! its so unconstitutional to have this made in china shit..
if ben franklin were here.. what would he say.. he would be sad i bet like i am about this..
its all so rediculous and wound so tight that shit is going to hit the fan and i want to be on secluded acres of land with my family freinds and organic food when it happens
health care should be paid for 100% as should ALL school including colledge
its only so fucking obvious that health care and student loans are a big money grubbing conspirisy.. they should obviously be free.. duh
and we should idk support made in the usaa companies only! its so unconstitutional to have this made in china shit..
if ben franklin were here.. what would he say.. he would be sad i bet like i am about this..
its all so rediculous and wound so tight that shit is going to hit the fan and i want to be on secluded acres of land with my family freinds and organic food when it happens
that was BEFORE i knew this bill had passed and before i heard the president's speech about the new system
cathaweenie APPROVED!
im going to be able to have health insurance!! hurray we ALL are and the best part is he's only raising taxes for people that make over 200thou- perfect. Lets let some people with money pay for something for once shall we?? <3
tingly lips
theres so many things i wonder about
who doesn't but i meen really..
i get to tired after midday latly
i should stop quoting
or maybe not
i think barry might have been mad at me? cause i didn't say buy to him tonight orrr perhaps because i left the flat iron on in my room! scaryyy i need to quit that for sure!
my hurr is very interesting right now
i wonder what itll look like after summer.. becauuuse it was super short four months ago so another four months.. idk i could only imagine.
i trimmed some ends just a few minutes ago which i need to stop as well1
i should get a professional trimming perhappp.s
i dont know
oyster shells would be such cute like.. pearl earring boxes.
all shiney and hinged..
my hair is two different shades of le brunette
i think illl check out my numerology boook..
mehndi and francaiiis
theres so many things i wonder about
who doesn't but i meen really..
i get to tired after midday latly
i should stop quoting
or maybe not
i think barry might have been mad at me? cause i didn't say buy to him tonight orrr perhaps because i left the flat iron on in my room! scaryyy i need to quit that for sure!
my hurr is very interesting right now
i wonder what itll look like after summer.. becauuuse it was super short four months ago so another four months.. idk i could only imagine.
i trimmed some ends just a few minutes ago which i need to stop as well1
i should get a professional trimming perhappp.s
i dont know
oyster shells would be such cute like.. pearl earring boxes.
all shiney and hinged..
my hair is two different shades of le brunette
i think illl check out my numerology boook..
mehndi and francaiiis
Wednesday, March 24, 2010
The hard luck god You never had a chance you know Incurable romantics never do He held the flame I wasn't born to carry I'll leave the dieing young stuff up to you You get back on the latest flight to paradise I found out, from a note taped to the door I think I saw your airplane in the sky tonight Through my window, lying on the kitchen floor.
well.. let me try to just state the bare facts with NO EMOTION behind them.
so the complete fsucking terrible opposite doesn't happen jebus thats so hard and lame i want to cry
dammit is it just me this happens to omgg
i got the job at taggaris :| see?? completely emotionless statement so dont fuck me over now... fucking invisible force just existing to fuck me over.
can't say how i really feel about it
fuck it
im fucking happy and excited
haha
"so would you mind working just for the summer? outside on the lovely patio with the live bands on the busy weekends?" umm not at alllll
thank youuu for this blessing
and thank you for that special someone that completes the missing pieces of my heart <3
me and grandpa got pedicures todayyy it was so relaxinggg oh god my back was so sore and they had the perfect massouuushe chair and my toes look lovely easter pinkkk
a dozen rosas haha
roll that r babay!
my shower cab worked nicelyy haha herro extra large bouffant..
i must put a photo of me in it on here cause it looks funny as hayyell
oh i randomly broke out in like.. hives tonight? randomly
i doubt it was from the za.. like how often do i cosume that sheit.. often
tonight we had hawaiian at the achomahol class.. got my chapter 12 cert. easy enough
chatted with some ladies
hung out at the bowling alley for a couple hours hah
i seriously need to exfoliate my back.. tomarrow i will do this
dammm ive never done ty's numerology??? whhhaaaat thats a must do
first of all.
ahh i just forgot what i was going to sayyyy
anyways..
i want to plant a garden
sunflowerrzz how lovely
and also refinish the cedar chest my grandma made and i keep getting water marks on like a douchebigalo
also take a glass blowing class? if there is one i bet there is
take barry to da river to sweiiim im excited for that one
practice my mehndi designsss
perhaps even try to make some myself
the goal is...
to learn the skills to create my own fabric..
sew my own clothes (when i say my im including my family and friends and for trade etc)
grow my own food
raise animals (cows chix goats horsesss ya knwo)
woodworking
glass and pottery creations
develop photos in a darkroom old schoool style
speak french and maybe something else? eventuallyy
PRACTICE FRANCAIS CDSS
cook amazing meals that are super healthy and wonderful
musican
herbalist
francais speaker
massage therapist
aromatherapist
photographer
writer
freedom fighter <3
artist and muse
there are things that i love in this world
i will speak of them freely and be thankful for them at the same time
i am not taking advantage of these good experiences and situation i am in i just greatly appreciate them!
i appreciate all my friends throughout life and the beautiful things and places ive seen and the sweet animal pets and my wonderful family
and my best friend who i love so much <3
show love and a happy go lucky carefree sense of things
its always loved and creates intrigue
this whitestrip tastes discusting. i hope its not expired.. eghhh
i love youuuu
and appreciate youuu
take care of this temple. its the only one you've got!
so the complete fsucking terrible opposite doesn't happen jebus thats so hard and lame i want to cry
dammit is it just me this happens to omgg
i got the job at taggaris :| see?? completely emotionless statement so dont fuck me over now... fucking invisible force just existing to fuck me over.
can't say how i really feel about it
fuck it
im fucking happy and excited
haha
"so would you mind working just for the summer? outside on the lovely patio with the live bands on the busy weekends?" umm not at alllll
thank youuu for this blessing
and thank you for that special someone that completes the missing pieces of my heart <3
me and grandpa got pedicures todayyy it was so relaxinggg oh god my back was so sore and they had the perfect massouuushe chair and my toes look lovely easter pinkkk
a dozen rosas haha
roll that r babay!
my shower cab worked nicelyy haha herro extra large bouffant..
i must put a photo of me in it on here cause it looks funny as hayyell
oh i randomly broke out in like.. hives tonight? randomly
i doubt it was from the za.. like how often do i cosume that sheit.. often
tonight we had hawaiian at the achomahol class.. got my chapter 12 cert. easy enough
chatted with some ladies
hung out at the bowling alley for a couple hours hah
i seriously need to exfoliate my back.. tomarrow i will do this
dammm ive never done ty's numerology??? whhhaaaat thats a must do
first of all.
ahh i just forgot what i was going to sayyyy
anyways..
i want to plant a garden
sunflowerrzz how lovely
and also refinish the cedar chest my grandma made and i keep getting water marks on like a douchebigalo
also take a glass blowing class? if there is one i bet there is
take barry to da river to sweiiim im excited for that one
practice my mehndi designsss
perhaps even try to make some myself
the goal is...
to learn the skills to create my own fabric..
sew my own clothes (when i say my im including my family and friends and for trade etc)
grow my own food
raise animals (cows chix goats horsesss ya knwo)
woodworking
glass and pottery creations
develop photos in a darkroom old schoool style
speak french and maybe something else? eventuallyy
PRACTICE FRANCAIS CDSS
cook amazing meals that are super healthy and wonderful
musican
herbalist
francais speaker
massage therapist
aromatherapist
photographer
writer
freedom fighter <3
artist and muse
there are things that i love in this world
i will speak of them freely and be thankful for them at the same time
i am not taking advantage of these good experiences and situation i am in i just greatly appreciate them!
i appreciate all my friends throughout life and the beautiful things and places ive seen and the sweet animal pets and my wonderful family
and my best friend who i love so much <3
show love and a happy go lucky carefree sense of things
its always loved and creates intrigue
this whitestrip tastes discusting. i hope its not expired.. eghhh
i love youuuu
and appreciate youuu
take care of this temple. its the only one you've got!
Saturday, March 20, 2010
daily goals
i think its a good idea to keep my focus's small.. instead of a big picture all the time
my goal for tomarrow is to go to the library oh sunday tomarrow.. might hav to switch up we will see
cook an amazing meal for dinner on monday and job interview
practice my sewing on tuesday and attend lil alchool classy class
buy a record player.. goal...
so i can search for records!! whee
take barry for a run/adventure on wednesday
create a nature journal on thursday
print photographs on friday
create bedroom wall hanging saturday
how lovely!! something to live forrr!!
key is.. not to overload myself in goals that i feel like i have to accomplish right that second
and not to keep them so far off in the future that nothing happens with them
enjoy life!!
please catharine
reflect on your blessings and not the occasional life fuck ups
please
enjoy yourself
steelin time is
risky bisness
i love you <3
my goal for tomarrow is to go to the library oh sunday tomarrow.. might hav to switch up we will see
cook an amazing meal for dinner on monday and job interview
practice my sewing on tuesday and attend lil alchool classy class
buy a record player.. goal...
so i can search for records!! whee
take barry for a run/adventure on wednesday
create a nature journal on thursday
print photographs on friday
create bedroom wall hanging saturday
how lovely!! something to live forrr!!
key is.. not to overload myself in goals that i feel like i have to accomplish right that second
and not to keep them so far off in the future that nothing happens with them
enjoy life!!
please catharine
reflect on your blessings and not the occasional life fuck ups
please
enjoy yourself
steelin time is
risky bisness
i love you <3
confidence.. where are you??
lost in the local grey area connection.. i love that.. hehe
listen to amazing music!! like stars.. feel good stuff
take care of myself..
keep room clean.. and myself showered in the morning!! makeup and hurr done!!
nails pretty.. clean clothes..
smell amazinnng
walk barrykins around and excercize as much as possible
save money from my job that i hooope i get :) just be mee!!
<333 me my puppy and friends and family that care for me
so amazinggg
to do-
forget about him!! boyyyyz are gayyy :)
the only reason boys are here is to laugh at lol.. :)
yeaaa babayyy!
lost in the local grey area connection.. i love that.. hehe
listen to amazing music!! like stars.. feel good stuff
take care of myself..
keep room clean.. and myself showered in the morning!! makeup and hurr done!!
nails pretty.. clean clothes..
smell amazinnng
walk barrykins around and excercize as much as possible
save money from my job that i hooope i get :) just be mee!!
<333 me my puppy and friends and family that care for me
so amazinggg
to do-
forget about him!! boyyyyz are gayyy :)
the only reason boys are here is to laugh at lol.. :)
yeaaa babayyy!
Friday, March 19, 2010
Thursday, March 18, 2010
lol well its almost four as you can see
warming up
interesting evening
what lessons can be learned? teheh
mm frosting!
well tomarrow* is the day for.. who knowwwsss :)
see *tomorrow
i prefer my own context i dunno.. is there something wrong with that
"does that make sence?" -lowell
OH my gad.. my kambucha will not stop massivly fizzing about to shoot the top off..
is this like.. super Kombucha .. will i be superhuman after i drink it? hmmm
hah seriously though... jeeese..
okay its slowed down.. botanic no 7
he knowws -the bearster etceteraaa
<3
watched boondock saints II made me want to see onee so bad! and the box.. heh totally random endinggg
goood night mhmm
warming up
interesting evening
what lessons can be learned? teheh
mm frosting!
well tomarrow* is the day for.. who knowwwsss :)
see *tomorrow
i prefer my own context i dunno.. is there something wrong with that
"does that make sence?" -lowell
OH my gad.. my kambucha will not stop massivly fizzing about to shoot the top off..
is this like.. super Kombucha .. will i be superhuman after i drink it? hmmm
hah seriously though... jeeese..
okay its slowed down.. botanic no 7
he knowws -the bearster etceteraaa
<3
watched boondock saints II made me want to see onee so bad! and the box.. heh totally random endinggg
goood night mhmm
Monday, March 15, 2010
i fell apart when i fell for you--
so many expectations fell apart at the start of the new year
you are the water filling my lungs.. how ironic this is the cd i listen to when im feeling these detached emotions..your last girl was probly thinking the same things
how could this happen
how can such a beautiful soul be so dark..
how can love hurt so much?
so many expectations fell apart at the start of the new year
you are the water filling my lungs.. how ironic this is the cd i listen to when im feeling these detached emotions..your last girl was probly thinking the same things
how could this happen
how can such a beautiful soul be so dark..
how can love hurt so much?
Well.. A lot of thought is going on.. Finally calm thought free of erradic emotions and some maing sense of it is happening as well..
The ocean was a beatiful time.. But wha comes with epic beauty so comes distruction
Things happe for a reason.. Dwelling on the past is illogical.. Remembering is beatiful.. Again there's that happy medium. Mabe weve found ours? Friends forever..
The ocean was a beatiful time.. But wha comes with epic beauty so comes distruction
Things happe for a reason.. Dwelling on the past is illogical.. Remembering is beatiful.. Again there's that happy medium. Mabe weve found ours? Friends forever..
interesting day and time 3 seems to be around the time
GOALS
lose 20 lbs-
Do Not cut hair
listen to emery..lol
detox. get in amazing shape
take care of myself
play geetar as much as i can
hopefully..
play cello/take a summer art class
save money for future travels wherever they may be <3
lame i forgot my detox teaa.. oh well.. it will be for morning-
ohhhlala guitar is so nice
GOALS
lose 20 lbs-
Do Not cut hair
listen to emery..lol
detox. get in amazing shape
take care of myself
play geetar as much as i can
hopefully..
play cello/take a summer art class
save money for future travels wherever they may be <3
lame i forgot my detox teaa.. oh well.. it will be for morning-
ohhhlala guitar is so nice
Sunday, March 14, 2010
Saturday, March 13, 2010
love
my hair muse.. this is the goal.. lovely wavy locks <3
this is what it looked like then
the reason my hair is short <3 i swear im in love with this woman lol
i want it to be like this again! its my abolut favorite on me.. but at the same time.. so much progress as far as length! is being made. what to do what to do
the reason my hair is short <3 i swear im in love with this woman lol
i want it to be like this again! its my abolut favorite on me.. but at the same time.. so much progress as far as length! is being made. what to do what to do
"The universe is a stage-
Your mind dances with your body, guided by your heart"
I look awful.. just so toxic :(
I need to make a list of daily to-do's to help me out a littl-
Daily improvements
detox tea at least morning and night (mmm yogi brand detox..)
drink lots and lots of water
eat only raw healthy food and drink
cardio cardio cardio!!
steam room...
shower and exfoliate every morning
use fabulous natural products
floss nightly
take multivitamin and calcium daily
keep atmosphere clean and tidy
YOGA
daily stretches
improve posture
read books poetry and music
play music as much as possible :)
eventually have a plethora of dried herbs to concoct own different tea every day
grow fresh herbs and wheat grass/kambucha!!/kefir
i wanna be a long hair
all natural
health oriented
music and the arts oriented
creative and passionate
loving and inspirational
birkenstock wearin
hah im just me
love it
<3
Your mind dances with your body, guided by your heart"
I look awful.. just so toxic :(
I need to make a list of daily to-do's to help me out a littl-
Daily improvements
detox tea at least morning and night (mmm yogi brand detox..)
drink lots and lots of water
eat only raw healthy food and drink
cardio cardio cardio!!
steam room...
shower and exfoliate every morning
use fabulous natural products
floss nightly
take multivitamin and calcium daily
keep atmosphere clean and tidy
YOGA
daily stretches
improve posture
read books poetry and music
play music as much as possible :)
eventually have a plethora of dried herbs to concoct own different tea every day
grow fresh herbs and wheat grass/kambucha!!/kefir
i wanna be a long hair
all natural
health oriented
music and the arts oriented
creative and passionate
loving and inspirational
birkenstock wearin
hah im just me
love it
<3
Thursday, March 11, 2010
las night was funn :)
and when i got home i had the earge to rearrange my bedroom.. creative juices were flowing if you know what i meen
but on a dif not theres a huge weird spot on my face (my fault)
and the shit on on my eyes is back!! :( poo poo platter..
later PLEASE WRITE here _______________ what chem it takes to fix that stuff so i can always have it pwease. plweas thank you-
its my boys birthday tomarroww he so cute
i hope he gets to do something funn <3
and when i got home i had the earge to rearrange my bedroom.. creative juices were flowing if you know what i meen
but on a dif not theres a huge weird spot on my face (my fault)
and the shit on on my eyes is back!! :( poo poo platter..
later PLEASE WRITE here _______________ what chem it takes to fix that stuff so i can always have it pwease. plweas thank you-
its my boys birthday tomarroww he so cute
i hope he gets to do something funn <3
gosh dangit barry is so CUTE!! motherfuck
i just got home from my friends house.. i met his girlfriend and she is way coo hehe yayy
it feels so nice to have some fabulous new friends here so close to me :)
i miss my someone <3
so i just got home and came in no doggie heard me till i said "bear-bear" and all the sudden him and sheila came to great me lol but so dang quick! they were
it was cute then lil bear jumped on the bed and layed down so cuute on the pillow and but his nose on my forehead aweee jheeeese my lil baby pup is so wonderful
its late
feelin good
and need to clean the room tomarrow
LIST
all laundry organdized
is spell check off or something?
freshin up dust an vacuum maybe whatnot
k spell check is doin good
go through my fun things and make somewhat of a cute setup :)
i would looove
oh the blanket! oh well ill get it tomarrow
to go to shows at the gorge like i was sayinn and put coo pics/posters/memories from things on the wall
frame interesting art pieces
im obsessed with venus right now
something a long those lines maybe ;)
hmmmm
this state of mind is so nicee
i just got home from my friends house.. i met his girlfriend and she is way coo hehe yayy
it feels so nice to have some fabulous new friends here so close to me :)
i miss my someone <3
so i just got home and came in no doggie heard me till i said "bear-bear" and all the sudden him and sheila came to great me lol but so dang quick! they were
it was cute then lil bear jumped on the bed and layed down so cuute on the pillow and but his nose on my forehead aweee jheeeese my lil baby pup is so wonderful
its late
feelin good
and need to clean the room tomarrow
LIST
all laundry organdized
is spell check off or something?
freshin up dust an vacuum maybe whatnot
k spell check is doin good
go through my fun things and make somewhat of a cute setup :)
i would looove
oh the blanket! oh well ill get it tomarrow
to go to shows at the gorge like i was sayinn and put coo pics/posters/memories from things on the wall
frame interesting art pieces
im obsessed with venus right now
something a long those lines maybe ;)
hmmmm
this state of mind is so nicee
Wednesday, March 10, 2010
hello dolling 
dood...sweet!
so having friends is very nice.. what a change it makes in life..
the goals are to over summer-
save money
play guitar like crazzzzy
get a cute haircut and a tan!!
use my whitestrips
get in super good shape
take care of the complexion
use eyedrops
chapstick
cute clothes
comphy jeans ty's shirts <3 and my moccasins.. need some string
attend some concerts ! :) at the gorge hells to the yea
keep mani/pedi lovely keep clothes and myself scented of lavender soft and lovely oh
take an art class over summerrr and do fun photojournalism projects and more!
sewing crafty craft time
have as many experiences and photographs gathered as possible
im excited to start living my life
then well see what the future brings
<3 my dearest
herro framboise <3 see you in une minute
the goals are to over summer-
save money
play guitar like crazzzzy
get a cute haircut and a tan!!
use my whitestrips
get in super good shape
take care of the complexion
use eyedrops
chapstick
cute clothes
comphy jeans ty's shirts <3 and my moccasins.. need some string
attend some concerts ! :) at the gorge hells to the yea
keep mani/pedi lovely keep clothes and myself scented of lavender soft and lovely oh
take an art class over summerrr and do fun photojournalism projects and more!
sewing crafty craft time
have as many experiences and photographs gathered as possible
im excited to start living my life
then well see what the future brings
<3 my dearest
herro framboise <3 see you in une minute
geetar class yeehaw
so tonight i went with grandpa to his singing group.. a bunch of old timers singin old folk songs.. :) it was a good time.. i kept up pretty well with rhythem! i even played two songs on my own.. which i sucked at!! hah but hey what can ya do i enjoyed myself so thats all that matters in that sense
you ask me if ill miss her kisses.. you know i will.. every day.. i dont like it but i guess things happen that way
gash my lips are so dang chapped im dryed out folks! dry eyes and lips hah eww
you ask me if ill miss her kisses.. you know i will.. every day.. i dont like it but i guess things happen that way
gash my lips are so dang chapped im dryed out folks! dry eyes and lips hah eww
my new tom's natural deodorant smells so good.. mixed with like.. my chemistry i think is what it is.. and when i put it on i feel a slight cooling sensation that is very soothing.. very pleasing
-i highly recommend this one folks
Monday, March 8, 2010
I havnt cried like this in years i feel like im dying from the inside out i cant take it i cant take it i cant take this why did he do this why is he hurting me why doesnt he care what did i do in one month to make him hate me so much i cant stand it i cant i feel sik with heartache. So bad so bad cant take it please god make me sleep please make me numb again
Idk what to do! Fuck!! Fuk fuk idk what to dooo :(
Idk what to do! Fuck!! Fuk fuk idk what to dooo :(
Oh my god it feels like my entire chest is caving in. it hurts so badly :( he wont answer me. Called me at 1 in the morning after some drinks...for the first time.. Doesnt say anything as i say hello hello?.. Jus talks in the background. Hangs up on me.. Doesnt want to deal with me.. Doesnt care. Doesnt like me.
Sunday, March 7, 2010
the end
The smell of freshly cut grass is a comfort through this complicated time.. Brings me out of my mind and into reality. Harsh reality.. He is gone.
later this day-
I met the neighbor that lives right across the street..and had a quite contradicting experience to the one i had earlier today. it was nice
the first things that were on my mind were a schmoke an a pancake and well! interesting how things go
he knows people that work at a couple restaurants around here? maybes all a-float.. :/
later this day-
I met the neighbor that lives right across the street..and had a quite contradicting experience to the one i had earlier today. it was nice
the first things that were on my mind were a schmoke an a pancake and well! interesting how things go
he knows people that work at a couple restaurants around here? maybes all a-float.. :/
Saturday, March 6, 2010
To grandfathers house we go-
Were almost home to the tri-cities..listening to hot rod circuit.. Trying not to cry because my dream is over and i am so sad. I don't know what to plan or think at all. Let alone my emotions are fuking haywire. I fuking love him so much i just want to be together.. When we first met i felt like i could finally let that tense breath of air out.. That everything would be okay as long as i could feel his energy blending with mine. so warm together so happy and free.. Almost too perfect if that makes sense? I think when that happens.. too much of a good thing.. I subconsciously try to make things fuk up sort-of to balance things out. Everything has to be balanced. This i know. What goes around comes around. This i know. Happiness is within you. This i know
On the way here we went to multinoma and horsetail falls.. :) my absolut favorite place in the world. Epic beauty and intensity. I love epic. Epic should be my second middle name
Were almost home to the tri-cities..listening to hot rod circuit.. Trying not to cry because my dream is over and i am so sad. I don't know what to plan or think at all. Let alone my emotions are fuking haywire. I fuking love him so much i just want to be together.. When we first met i felt like i could finally let that tense breath of air out.. That everything would be okay as long as i could feel his energy blending with mine. so warm together so happy and free.. Almost too perfect if that makes sense? I think when that happens.. too much of a good thing.. I subconsciously try to make things fuk up sort-of to balance things out. Everything has to be balanced. This i know. What goes around comes around. This i know. Happiness is within you. This i know
On the way here we went to multinoma and horsetail falls.. :) my absolut favorite place in the world. Epic beauty and intensity. I love epic. Epic should be my second middle name
Thursday, March 4, 2010
a very very unbirthday
well! the day has just begun and so far.. here are some lovely memories-
mm elixers and my boy <3
21 birthday candles!
i seriously can hardly believe that its official!! its my birthday.. march 4th and seriously feels so werid!! ahhh haha idk whyy
im in love<3
love all around
for everyoneeee<333
ahh crazyyynesss
we will see what tomarrow brings aye? :)
im in love<3
love all around
for everyoneeee<333
ahh crazyyynesss
we will see what tomarrow brings aye? :)
Wednesday, March 3, 2010
From the muddy banks of the Wishkah
March 1/2010
Okay so the day started going through Raymond, where Kurt Cobain played his first show with the band not yet called Nirvana. Then we were off to Aberdeen.. The first place we saw was-
Rosevear’s music center where Kurt got his first guitar, not the original store.. i guess it moved in 199something?
Then next was-
His first house growing up
then we went to the bridge of course-
as we were leaving we stopped by his first apartment and the guy from the melvin’s house… where he supposedly hung out a lot…
then at last- we went to jack in the box and got free drinks from a lady who liked my jacket. :)
fun day kids!
Okay so the day started going through Raymond, where Kurt Cobain played his first show with the band not yet called Nirvana. Then we were off to Aberdeen.. The first place we saw was-
Rosevear’s music center where Kurt got his first guitar, not the original store.. i guess it moved in 199something?
Then next was-
His first house growing up
then we went to the bridge of course-
as we were leaving we stopped by his first apartment and the guy from the melvin’s house… where he supposedly hung out a lot…
then at last- we went to jack in the box and got free drinks from a lady who liked my jacket. :)
fun day kids!
Tuesday, March 2, 2010
Im so excited for my birthday! The green came through so its fun all around cept the valance balance of course of the world going round-
In the meens of my man leaving :( that is no fun at all..
After the burial- note to self look up
I need to do my nails! Like its such a chore
So much to do before my birthday! Jeebus
Clean the house spotlessly
Organize all our stuff
Clean da car
Manicure/pedicure/other funzies like smooth legs and a facial :)
Sounds lovely
Off to bed i spoze?
My hair is getting so long! Im so happay i can just see it past my shoulders already! And me weighing 135 again
GOALS
Weight 135 totally toned and flat bellied
Perfect sunny complexion
Long thick natural coloured hair with flowy bangs
Perfect mani/pedi
Long thick lashes
Lovely cosmetics and fragrances
Lovely clothes and shoes sandles boots and mochs scarves bags oh my
Really white teethies
Yoga meditate and feng sui le life
Do stretches so muscles are long and lean and improve posture
Ride bike places with cute satchel funn
Mhmm be debt free in cute soft comphy cozy bedroom with le bear and hopefully kittens
Photos and art and le musica all around meeee
Friends and flowers
In the meens of my man leaving :( that is no fun at all..
After the burial- note to self look up
I need to do my nails! Like its such a chore
So much to do before my birthday! Jeebus
Clean the house spotlessly
Organize all our stuff
Clean da car
Manicure/pedicure/other funzies like smooth legs and a facial :)
Sounds lovely
Off to bed i spoze?
My hair is getting so long! Im so happay i can just see it past my shoulders already! And me weighing 135 again
GOALS
Weight 135 totally toned and flat bellied
Perfect sunny complexion
Long thick natural coloured hair with flowy bangs
Perfect mani/pedi
Long thick lashes
Lovely cosmetics and fragrances
Lovely clothes and shoes sandles boots and mochs scarves bags oh my
Really white teethies
Yoga meditate and feng sui le life
Do stretches so muscles are long and lean and improve posture
Ride bike places with cute satchel funn
Mhmm be debt free in cute soft comphy cozy bedroom with le bear and hopefully kittens
Photos and art and le musica all around meeee
Friends and flowers
Herbs
"solitaire masta"
Ive been getting better and better at playing solitaire! What happens then?
Won a total of 4 times yesterday.. and am now going to keep track of my winnings
idk.. theres no way i could do that! hah
Won a total of 4 times yesterday.. and am now going to keep track of my winnings
idk.. theres no way i could do that! hah
Monday, March 1, 2010
"You were everything i wanted but i just cant finish what i started"
We are now driving away from the town of aberdeen. saw kurts house from childhood, his first apartment, and his main hangout at the melvins practice pad. Overall it was a wonderful day. We had brewskis and stogies-(me only) under the bridge and barry swam in the muddy banks of the wishkah. Had a very cobain kind of day
"a day in the life"
On our way home and keeping our fingers crossed for herbs we will see friends!
<3
We are now driving away from the town of aberdeen. saw kurts house from childhood, his first apartment, and his main hangout at the melvins practice pad. Overall it was a wonderful day. We had brewskis and stogies-(me only) under the bridge and barry swam in the muddy banks of the wishkah. Had a very cobain kind of day
"a day in the life"
On our way home and keeping our fingers crossed for herbs we will see friends!
<3
I put a spell on you babe
Cauuse your mine
In raymond right now, where kurt kobains first show was.. Just stopped at a little grocer and thrift store.. Had a pretty scarf reaaaal soft for 8 bucks.. Wish i had some money.. And also a little blue tote that i liked. The thrift store had a lil mushroom magnet and a brown bottle with a monkey on it that i liked-
Tyler just got out of the gas station.. Said right when he got in there a rather large woman snuck in front of him to poop in the bathroom.. Took forever and he had to hold his breath when he went in there lol i hate when that happens! Hah ewwie
Were on our way again gettin pretty close to aberdeen :)
To be cont..
2:30pm
We just ate at subway..it was good! And there were litte girlscouts selling my beloved samoas.. Gah i wish i had some spending money :/ oh well they wont go away any time soon.. I hope (2012) ah!
To be cont..
Cauuse your mine
In raymond right now, where kurt kobains first show was.. Just stopped at a little grocer and thrift store.. Had a pretty scarf reaaaal soft for 8 bucks.. Wish i had some money.. And also a little blue tote that i liked. The thrift store had a lil mushroom magnet and a brown bottle with a monkey on it that i liked-
Tyler just got out of the gas station.. Said right when he got in there a rather large woman snuck in front of him to poop in the bathroom.. Took forever and he had to hold his breath when he went in there lol i hate when that happens! Hah ewwie
Were on our way again gettin pretty close to aberdeen :)
To be cont..
2:30pm
We just ate at subway..it was good! And there were litte girlscouts selling my beloved samoas.. Gah i wish i had some spending money :/ oh well they wont go away any time soon.. I hope (2012) ah!
To be cont..
I dont know what i hav done im turning myself to a demon.
Tyler and i are going to aberdeen today :) underneath the bridge
Im currently sitting..lol..here going pee and blogging at the same time i love it.
and waiting on his arrival back from the libarry
Hes so cute.. Omg.. Cant even handle it sometimesss and its so sweet that he stayed for my birthday.. Awe my loverbear <3
So i recently found out that you can publish your blog as a hard or soft cover book... U have
no idea the excitment this gives me. The only thing i seriously need to do is.. Put all the photos on my photobucket. Which im dreading because it will take forever and decide whether im being rid of my car. I just dont know what to do at the moment. Indecisive is my middle name
Tyler and i are going to aberdeen today :) underneath the bridge
Im currently sitting..lol..here going pee and blogging at the same time i love it.
and waiting on his arrival back from the libarry
Hes so cute.. Omg.. Cant even handle it sometimesss and its so sweet that he stayed for my birthday.. Awe my loverbear <3
So i recently found out that you can publish your blog as a hard or soft cover book... U have
no idea the excitment this gives me. The only thing i seriously need to do is.. Put all the photos on my photobucket. Which im dreading because it will take forever and decide whether im being rid of my car. I just dont know what to do at the moment. Indecisive is my middle name
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