To grandfathers house we go-
Were almost home to the tri-cities..listening to hot rod circuit.. Trying not to cry because my dream is over and i am so sad. I don't know what to plan or think at all. Let alone my emotions are fuking haywire. I fuking love him so much i just want to be together.. When we first met i felt like i could finally let that tense breath of air out.. That everything would be okay as long as i could feel his energy blending with mine. so warm together so happy and free.. Almost too perfect if that makes sense? I think when that happens.. too much of a good thing.. I subconsciously try to make things fuk up sort-of to balance things out. Everything has to be balanced. This i know. What goes around comes around. This i know. Happiness is within you. This i know

On the way here we went to multinoma and horsetail falls.. :) my absolut favorite place in the world. Epic beauty and intensity. I love epic. Epic should be my second middle name