well.. let me try to just state the bare facts with NO EMOTION behind them.
so the complete fsucking terrible opposite doesn't happen jebus thats so hard and lame i want to cry
dammit is it just me this happens to omgg

i got the job at taggaris :| see?? completely emotionless statement so dont fuck me over now... fucking invisible force just existing to fuck me over.
can't say how i really feel about it
fuck it
im fucking happy and excited
haha
"so would you mind working just for the summer? outside on the lovely patio with the live bands on the busy weekends?" umm not at alllll
thank youuu for this blessing

and thank you for that special someone that completes the missing pieces of my heart <3

me and grandpa got pedicures todayyy it was so relaxinggg oh god my back was so sore and they had the perfect massouuushe chair and my toes look lovely easter pinkkk
a dozen rosas haha
roll that r babay!

my shower cab worked nicelyy haha herro extra large bouffant..
i must put a photo of me in it on here cause it looks funny as hayyell
oh i randomly broke out in like.. hives tonight? randomly
i doubt it was from the za.. like how often do i cosume that sheit.. often
tonight we had hawaiian at the achomahol class.. got my chapter 12 cert. easy enough
chatted with some ladies
hung out at the bowling alley for a couple hours hah

i seriously need to exfoliate my back.. tomarrow i will do this

dammm ive never done ty's numerology??? whhhaaaat thats a must do
first of all.
ahh i just forgot what i was going to sayyyy

anyways..
i want to plant a garden
sunflowerrzz how lovely
and also refinish the cedar chest my grandma made and i keep getting water marks on like a douchebigalo
also take a glass blowing class? if there is one i bet there is
take barry to da river to sweiiim im excited for that one
practice my mehndi designsss
perhaps even try to make some myself

the goal is...
to learn the skills to create my own fabric..
sew my own clothes (when i say my im including my family and friends and for trade etc)
grow my own food
raise animals (cows chix goats horsesss ya knwo)
woodworking
glass and pottery creations
develop photos in a darkroom old schoool style
speak french and maybe something else? eventuallyy
PRACTICE FRANCAIS CDSS
cook amazing meals that are super healthy and wonderful

musican
herbalist
francais speaker
massage therapist
aromatherapist
photographer
writer
freedom fighter <3
artist and muse

there are things that i love in this world
i will speak of them freely and be thankful for them at the same time
i am not taking advantage of these good experiences and situation i am in i just greatly appreciate them!
i appreciate all my friends throughout life and the beautiful things and places ive seen and the sweet animal pets and my wonderful family
and my best friend who i love so much <3
show love and a happy go lucky carefree sense of things
its always loved and creates intrigue

this whitestrip tastes discusting. i hope its not expired.. eghhh

i love youuuu
and appreciate youuu
take care of this temple. its the only one you've got!