the cleaning of the house is not happening.. unfortunately as of yet im just scraping the remains of what i like to call the one hit wonder mmm.. which is helping my stomach so im keeping my fingers crossed today about any extra goodies and making some costco style spinach and parmesan mozzarella raviolis (thank you shelbay) mmm.. oh i think my water is boiling.. not to self: careful not to burst them this time please.. no bueno* that way

*bluenose
*burden
*bunsen
*busmen
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i should've gotten that garlic clove salt and pepper shaker set at the little thrift store when i had the chance! and those amazing pendleton shirts gosh dangit.. well maybe i'll see them again?

what's going on with my nood(le)z

da scrubbing

time to clean the house clean clean clean
laundry
kitchen
bathrooms
vacuuming

i need to post blogs about tyler and i's trips to the parks..theres just sooo many photos to choose from!
ill do it soon.. need to post them all on photobucket too so i can save em juuust in case i can't take this computer with me to milwaukee.. i want to print a bunch of these photos because i love them so much
soon this will happen.. i want my new room to be filled with memories of this lovely time <3

id'e like to say thank you

for my doggie <3
for my stomach feeling better (stupid cramps) thanks to a friend bringing party favors
for the lovely day were having
for my mom and grandpa <3
for my love/best friend <333
for the options that are in front of me right now. choices are such a blessing
for my sarahbear what an amazing friend and person, without her all this wouldn't be possible <3
for all the free books/music/and movies at the library
for large amounts of food items now in my belly
for this lovely beach home where i have had great and very intense learning experiences
for this time i got to spend with my favorite person in the world
for all the love we shared that will continue in my heart forever

Oh and by the way le bear remembered casey.. Im glad it takes few minutes to gain barrys trust from someone he does not know.. then after that they're homefree
Bear will like my roommates in no time and once hes used to things it'll be great
I feel safe with my littl bearenstein protecting me :) he loves his mommi heh

 Fudgethikles.. fudgethikles... fudgethikles....

current status- favorite treat

i love how he eats his.. its so cute.. hehe <3

The grass is always greener
Through the frames of yellow shades
Hes so dreamy.. omgsh i just keep glancing over at him and smiling caaaause i can't help it.. i love his sense of humor and when he laughs he is soooo ridiculously cute i can't help but feel super warm inside..just being around him..gosssh im going to miss my manboo.. <3 i can't believe my birthday is 4 days and a wakeup away.. wow here we go with the birthday of giving and taking away all at the same time
it'll be a good goodbuy.. more of a see you later kind of goodbuy.. nothings forever.. no distance is permanent.  i trust things to happen as they should with of course help from me by means of peace and love through the journey.. can't hurt when you have those two on your side ;)

Barry's just standing there.. Le protector

Interesting how things go
silly things..
"im sure of it"

rock paper scissors 

Barry is so cute..hah
Trying to get my groove back=not going to find it?
Yesterday in search of barry's toy (which now he's whining at me to throw for him) for what seemed like an hour i realized things are only where your not looking.. i gave up the search and went to put on my shoes.  there was his penguin.  the only time i will find what im looking for is if i stop looking all together.
So many lessons learned in one multi-dimensional night